Dress: Forever 21
Cardigan: Hollister Co.
Belt: Forever 21
Sandals: Payless
Jewelry: Forever 21

Destinations: Dim Sum with KMT's family, KS's 1st birthday party.

I am in love with fall. It's completely my favorite season, from the beautiful colors to the omnipresent theme of change! I also probably love it the most because i get to wear cute sweaters & boots, & those are definitely also my faave. Oh, also, cos of this:



Yep! I love the fall! That's all!
(I'm such a dope AZN rapper.)

Peace out, ^GenderScouts!
<3 vida la BAM!

What up, World?

There are some days that you love people & some days that you hate people, right? Well, today was a srsly delicious combination of both. Imagine if DC's Poison Ivy & Bulbasaur got together & produced a leafy, illegitimate love child... I have no clue if that is any real comparison at all to my day or if I just wanted you to imagine the sexiest, most eco-friendly kid bastard in the existence of... thought (oxymoronic?)... but just go with it! Eco Kid Bastard as the next everyday superhero? I can totally dig it.

So I went to lunch with SW, who I hadn't seen in forever, & we just had conversation that lasted such a long period of time & it felt like only a couple minutes, srsly! People who have seen me eat know that I eat super slowly, but this time around, my gosh, my noodles got cold after the third bite! I was laughing & chatting up a Hurricane Katrina the whole time. We went to Coldstone, or as best friend MS likes to call it, Cold Heart, & chatted up a storm there, too. Went back to my house, chatted up a storm, & there was never a lull in conversation or time to even begin a new, forced thought on what we should or shouldn't talk about it. The flow was effortless. & it was great. Don't you love conversations like that or people you can have conversations like that with?

Later that evening, I had a chat with my dad that made my insides kind of furious. It's the typical overbearing father & too-intent-on-pleasing daughter relationship, although in the moment, it always seems that much more dramatic; so if I know that, then when am I just gonna give it up? You know, when am I going to stop trying to live by everyone's expectations but my own? & moreover, I thought, when do I get a goddamn break? Did I not work full-time while taking 19 credits of class last semester on top of taking eight more summer credits & working two jobs? But as SW said, people like to focus less on what you do & more on what you don't do, which I find ridiculous & unrealistic, yet true. I don't know. I feel like I just need time to organize my thoughts into pretty little compartments; like my thoughts are pieces of candy with differing genres & need to be sorted out into different dispensing machines. A chiclet here, a jawbreaker there, at least some system of purer thought!



Talking over the situation with SW as an evening, but really 1am endcap, put me back into a people-loving mood, but then again, it doesn't take much for me to get back there. I feel that as long as people exist, utopia is impossible, yet I can't help but often naively overlook unflattering qualities in individuals. You would think that seeing too much good in people would be a great thing, but no; my rose-tinted glasses sometimes become more of a curse... probably each moment that I realize that I may or may not be wearing them & thus viewing the world in an either-way distorted setting.

Anyway, I'm eager to have more great, eye-opening conversations with friends & be greeted by good company. & I would have pictures to post of my day (which I intend to start doing soon) but I accidentally left my memory card in my computer. So next time's post will hopefully be a little more fun, artistic, & less whiney. Hopefully.

Peace out, ^GenderScouts.
<3 vida la BAM

I'm almost done with the look of this blog & just about ready to start releasing new (actual) posts & all that jazz! Stay tuned!

Peace out, ^GenderScouts.
<3 vida la BAM